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How I Live Now

1. She lives at the moment in Berlin, because she thinks if her life looks like a movie, it'll end up like one. Divine decandence, darling. No one understands her. Nothing glitters like gold, and there's none of that here.
2. Somehow, she has become a minimalist who cannot throw anything away. Her heart aches as she empties shoeboxes that once held the shoes a revolutionary danced in, and she replaces every trinket and treasure of a past she hides.
3. She frames pictures she will never hang. Writes master

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Spiritual PovertySometimes I think I shall sleep alone forever,
              and my narrow single bed feels cavernous,
and aching.

Sometimes I think that even my cold heart could break,    when I see your name, your face, your writing on old, forgotten letters              hiding in the bottom of drawers.

Sometimes I think of you when no one is listening,
  walking down the misty pathways to the secret recesses of the woods, &nb Spiritual Poverty
by ~Anarkhos

SchoolI'm seeing rows of blue lockers,
woolly grey tights,
messenger bags and hundreds of badges, regulation navy blazers, flickering strip lights
twitching
on and off and on and off.
I'm seeing legs running through tall
grass
in front of me and then later, wet converse hanging from their laces over the radiator, and our damp jeans that had to be abandoned lying hugging each other on the floor beside the bed, mirroring us.
I'm seeing all their faces whispering
as if they know they all know, and all the rumours School
by ~Anarkhos

Liar Liar
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WhalesongThey say time heals all wounds but it doesn't.
I took a long walk out one night.
I couldn't sleep, and the ocean was calling me,
so I got up and went.
I didn't take shoes, because I wasn't going to be gone for long, and the grass was dewdamp under my wriggling toes. The sand was cold, not like on summer days when we fairly danced accross it,
lest we should be burned.

No, this was night, and the sand was cold, and the moonlight was mournful,
and the empty beach somehow pitiful.
I stood on the promontory; picture me: Whalesong
by ~Anarkhos

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paper cranes and picket fencesi am folding you one thousand paper cranes because it is all we have left.
legend says that if i fold one thousand paper cranes, i will get a wish. i could wish for a pair of iridescent wings or an ocean in a teacup or just to finally be happy again, but i don't want any of that--with every crane i fold i am imagining you. one crane for the circles under your eyes, one crane for your jutting ribs, one crane for every seizure.
i love you and you're dying and i will run out of paper trying to fold your broken pieces into birds.
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you drew me a picture of us in the future. our houses were paper cranes and picket fences
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this is not a confessionyou could kill yourself with a light bulb, an extension cord
you could chew your arm off like an animal,
wide-eyed,
trapped
write a poem about it, win an award
you speak to the wall and sometimes it answers
sometimes it's the most beautiful thing you've heard in years
people walk through the room, disappear
you don't say hello and you're antisocial,
which is another word for scared. you turn up the music
write more slowly, think more slowly, but the pages continue to this is not a confession
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How to Make a Dog Disappear So I'm dog-sitting for this couple while they're out on their five-year anniversary and it just straight up dies on me. I know, I know. It sucks. So what would you do? No, that's a horrible idea. Where would I find a guy willing to do that? No, so I called them and told them the truth. Honorable, I know. They weren't mad; the dog was old and they knew he had less than a year left anyway. Effin' saved. Everything's cool. They tell me their vet will take the dog and deal with the burial there at the local pet cemetery. So I hang up the phone and realize this place is pretty much on the opposite side of the city fro How to Make a Dog Disappear
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Where The Wild Things Are
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In sickness and in health

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 9:41 AM

Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: loud music through the wall
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: ribena

I went back to the doctor on Monday morning after a night of hallucinating and not sleeping. The new doctor noticed what the first doctor had missed: my hugely swollen lymph glands, and put me straight on the penecillin and ordered blood tests.

I had the blood test two hours later. As I am too sick to eat it made me faint, and then the throat swab that followed it made me gag until I threw up.

Thus, I am now on four different medications, too ill to leave my bed and still have tonsilitus as well as possibly having glandular fever, infected lymph nodes and immuno-deficiency caused by a low white blood cell count.

Suffice to say, I don't feel all that great right now, and none of my flatmates seem to give two damns because they're playing loud music and ignoring me.

I kinda hate life a bit right now.

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Current Residence: London
Interests: Batman. Philosophy. Politics. Faerie tales and folk stories.
Favourite movie: Atonement, Brokeback Mountain, Cabaret, Factory Girl, Goodbye Lenin, The Royal Tenenbaums,
Favourite band or musician: Bon Jovi, Franz Ferdinand, Led Zeppelin, Muse, Over The Rhine, Placebo, Queen, Rainbow, Switchfoot
Favourite genre of music: Heartbreaking
Favourite poet or writer: Scarlett Thomas
Favourite photographer: Bill Brant
Favourite style of art: controversial.
Operating System: caffeine and sugar.
Skin of choice: I am more than the sum of my scars.
Favourite cartoon character: Batman

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~Stormsong0702 Sep 14, 2009, 2:50:43 AM

Thank you so much for adding "Dalek Wedding" to your collection!

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Never put a sock in a toaster...never put jam on a magnet...never put your granny in a bag...never suck all the juice out of a vampire...never lean over on a Tuesday...and lots of other things, but I have to go and eat a Mars bar now.

~Anarkhos Sep 15, 2009, 4:14:39 AM

Welcome!

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And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

~MelancholiesChild Aug 23, 2009, 12:07:45 AM

You have been featured!

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あい - うんどんこん - こうわ - げんじゅつ

Photography: ~almostseraphic

~Anarkhos Aug 23, 2009, 1:01:08 PM

<3

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And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

~phantomcake May 21, 2009, 2:29:45 AM

OMG, last day tommoz!
me and some friends are dressing in a St Trinians theme!

x

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"oh weary night, abeit thy hours. Steal me awhile from my own company"- A Midsummer Night's Dream

"Well, after this I shall think nothing of tumbling down stairs"-Alice in Wonderland

~Anarkhos May 22, 2009, 5:59:26 AM

Hahaha we did that for our last day as well when I was at school!

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And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

~phantomcake May 23, 2009, 7:24:15 AM

it was awesome! slag's a'hoy!

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"oh weary night, abeit thy hours. Steal me awhile from my own company"- A Midsummer Night's Dream

"Well, after this I shall think nothing of tumbling down stairs"-Alice in Wonderland

~Anarkhos May 23, 2009, 7:41:07 AM

*shakes head*

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And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

~phantomcake May 24, 2009, 12:09:26 PM

i'm a slag...tehehe!

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"oh weary night, abeit thy hours. Steal me awhile from my own company"- A Midsummer Night's Dream

"Well, after this I shall think nothing of tumbling down stairs"-Alice in Wonderland

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